donac
Wife, mother, math teacher, quilter
- Joined
- Aug 22, 2002
Sometimes you just have to get over it. My family came to our house on Easter and I felt so discouraged, I actually crept away for a few minutes and lay down. DH and I went to a lot of trouble to make the day nice for everyone. At the end of a somewhat casual meal, everyone left their plates on the table, crashed on the couch or went outside while DH, DD, my MIL, and I cleaned everything up. I called one family member before the event to ask them to pick something up that I forgot and it was a huge deal - like I was asking too much of them. This was after I stayed up until 1 a.m. and woke up early Sunday to prepare foods that were special accommodations for dietary restrictions.
Today, I'm realizing a few things. I was too tired and brought some of this on myself. I didn't have to go to all the trouble I did. I know how my family is and they're never going to change. I love my family and if I want to see them on holidays, I will either have to accept them or specifically ask them for clean-up help (or just leave everything until the next day).
Also, I learned that next year, I'll try to do a lot more earlier in the week, tone things down a bit, and get more sleep . My family isn't all bad. They may be clueless, but they can also be generous and kind. They're also good to my kids. I think I will enjoy them more at the next holiday if I chill out and accept their "rudeness."
I guess I did have some expectations, but it was foolish considering the history. I have made my hopes known in the past, so they probably know but have made a choice. And really, I don't want much help - maybe bringing a paper plate to the trash or throwing a napkin away.
I have decided to adjust my expectations and maybe make it clear what I feel good about doing and what I won't do - especially for the special dietary issues. If I had more help, I would be happy to do it, but I could avoid feeling taken advantage of if I just cut some things out. Like I said, I will be adjusting my own attitude - because I know they're not going to change.
I think if the incident with my request for a certain person to pick something up for me hadn't went bad, I wouldn't have been upset at all (or not too much ). It felt a little obnoxious to me. But again, I am getting over it today and will deal with it differently in the future.
I know exactly how you feel. I had been hosting Christmas for dh's family for a good number of years. Dmil would do Thanksgiving . One year she got sick and while she was home she wasn't up to cooking. My dsils do not cook (one lives with my in laws) so I offered to come down and cook. Since then I have been cooking Thanksgiving at my house (their over doesn't work. DON"T ASK) and traveling down there. I also have been bringing Christmas dinner down there since she is too fragile to travel.
Only one of my sil will help clean up. The other two just sit there. I have to have several very long talks with myself before the holidays. I do a hugh attitude adjustment before these two holidays. I keep telling myself that I am doing it just for my mil. It is difficult but you had some great thoughts afterward so just keep thinking of those as the holidays approach. It is not easy but you can do it. Good luck.