The OP had a miserable time at Disneyland. Absolutely HATED it. Said it was awful.
That was her experience and no one is gonna talk her out of it. She hated it so bad she wanted her money back and they told her to go fly a kite.
So now she's disgruntled and feeling cheated. Not a positive vibe and she came here to vent.
And that's the shame of it.
Her intentions were to vent, and maybe to inform some others. Which again, could have worked with different wording.
Then people who have less life experience (couldn't find a better word) when it comes to poverty, beggars, seedy areas, or are sensitive to these issues could think 'hey, maybe if I go to DL, I should stay onsite, or because of this I will enjoy DL less/WDW more'. There were lessons to be learned from her post.
Or a general lesson: DL is not the best place to go without proper preparation (at this moment).
For the OP, no one is going to talk her out of it, but also for her some things she can ask herself:
- Was I unprepared?
- Did I go in with unrealistic expectations?
- Why does this anger stick with me a week later, and I can't let this go?
Venting on a board of DL lovers was never going to go well. Was there a better place to vent, like to a friend or to send a message to DL customer service?
- I am angry at DL for the bad experience, or am I mad at myself for impulsively buying an AP? Or both.
- And for this discussion: Are my choice of words a reason for discussion more often? Is this something I struggle with in daily life?
These are personal questions she doesn't have to answer here, but hey, who knows, maybe she does take something with it for a next DL visit or another experience.