I don't even know what to say, as 2018 was a year of extremes. I started a new job in January, and while I enjoy it and especially the boost in salary, I miss my old job and my kids; I loved teaching in special ed, even if I was just an underpaid para. In April a personal situation arose that has rocked me to my core. I still struggle with it and am not sure what the outcome will be. Then on Thanksgiving, we lost my mother-in-law. She is perhaps the only person (except for my daughter) who has ever loved me unconditionally and completely without judgement, and I miss her deeply every day. On the other hand, my daughter is engaged to be married! That is a huge joy in our lives, and we really, really like the man with whom she's chosen to share her life. She is our "only" so we are doubly grateful that we like him as much as we do, and that they are so good together!