Carol, you've had so many posts, that I haven't really replied to any of them, but I have read them and I am constantly thinking of you and putting you in my prayers. They say God never gives you more than you can handle, but sometimes you have to wonder, WHAT THE HECK is God THINKING? Can't he pick on someone else for a while???
Any way, it's important to put yourself first now. You aren't going to do anyone any good if you're not in good shape. You have to take care of yourself before you can take care of anyone else.
Don't forget to find a couple of minutes for "you".