Angelrose
But I LIKE boring!
- Joined
- Mar 24, 2000
Ron seemed peaceful again today. We brought a cd player and his Disney music for him to listen to.
Tomorrow we are going to make arrangements for Ron. The kids asked me if I wanted them to do it, but I have to do it with them. It's the last thing I can do for him.
He wants to be cremated. This all seems so unreal to me. I still can't grasp that he won't be coming home. It's like there is this stranger in that hospital bed and Ron will come home from doing some errand and we will have a nice dinner and watch tv together.
I feel like I'm wrapped in fog and any minute I'll be out in the sun with Ron holding my hand on our walks.
I just feel so strange tonight.
Tomorrow we are going to make arrangements for Ron. The kids asked me if I wanted them to do it, but I have to do it with them. It's the last thing I can do for him.
He wants to be cremated. This all seems so unreal to me. I still can't grasp that he won't be coming home. It's like there is this stranger in that hospital bed and Ron will come home from doing some errand and we will have a nice dinner and watch tv together.
I feel like I'm wrapped in fog and any minute I'll be out in the sun with Ron holding my hand on our walks.
I just feel so strange tonight.