I'll try to take pictures of the fan making process when I am finishing up the last few this weekend.
So yesterday we met with the catholic preist to get the paperwork done for our second wedding/blessing and he started going off how we should be praying together and it is a sin not to go to church. This was fine, I respect that is his job to try and get us into church. But, then he continued to go on about how we should think about we are telling other people by getting married outside the church and that it shows that we don't really care about our marriage. It was all just too much and I broke down crying because he seemed somewhat arrogant about it and I am just so sick of being told how inconsiderate I have been of others in choosing to have a Disney wedding. My whole fricking wedding was really based on the fact that my mom was going to take our family to Disney after dad passed away and this was a way to ensure my siblings and I got that Disney vacation. Yes I love the idea of being married in Disney World, but I also wanted to give my brother and sisters a much deserved trip after all we have been through between losing my dad and now having a mother who seems to not care at all about any of us. I don't know...it was just too much for me to handle and it wasn't the first time people have told me I am ignorant for having the wedding in Florida when they really do not know the true reason I made that decision in the first place.
To top it off, I then had my dress fitting yesterday and my dress is nowhere near fitting. We leave in 8 days and I am really starting to freak out now. She took in the sides to try and get the bust area to fit better, but in doing so I can now barely zip up the dress in the back and I am ending up with a lovely fat bulge. Just what I need! She is going to try and take in the bust area and is going to let the sides back out so it will zip up in the back but I am still worried because of how intricate my dress is and I am afraid she might screw up the embroidery and beading. I guess we'll just have to wait and see when I am back there on tuesday. ACK!
Meanwhile, my poor groom is stressed out because our marriage license still isn't completed. Our fault for leaving it close to the last minute, but it is just another thing we don't need to worry about. I am sure it will work out fine, but I may need to turn into a bridezilla in the next week. I knew I was much too calm two weeks ago!